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Assalamualaikum.. 11 days ago was my 23rd birthday. I though no one would celebrate my birthday for this year because the one who'll celebrate my birthday every year is having a trip at Bangkok. Okay, straight to the point. Thanks a lot to my friends because they came from 'the island' and picked me up at home and go straight to the restaurant. My friend A said she want to treat me and B a dinner. So, i just like okay thank you so much for the treat and for the our beautiful port, there's a pool behind my back and i was thinking it would be nice and elegent if we take a photo together? After the maghrib and isyak prayer(we arrived at the restaurant about 8pm and A & B promised to me to pick me at home at 6pm, thats okay) B said she want go to toilet. A and me just okay we went to our port back and there's our dinner in our table. We both have a bit chit chat(its a bit awkward for me actually) while waiting for B and i look B is coming and i noticed that sh...

Assalamulaikum. Today is my 23rd birthday. Happy birthday to me! and obviously the first wisher is my mom and I sure there's no birthday shout out for this year. People said that in the age of 23 years old is the hardest age ever in life. I think it's true. I had a bit difficult time in my life right now.hemm A few of my friends gonna treat me for my birthday tomorrow. Can't wait to see them ! p/s I hope my sister would buy something for me at Bangkok for the gifted.

Assalamualaikum. Again, I am lying. Not because of my cousin's solemnization was on the same day as kak ana's wedding.(There's no event on that day actually). But, I don't have enough money went to kak ana's wedding-Tanah merah, kelantan since my phone's broke and I need a money to fixed it. That was frustrated of course. Again I'm sorry.

Assalamualaikum.. Saat saya menulis ni dalam keadaan sedih dan kecewa, sedang menahan air mata dari menitis. Cuba menerima hakikat dan cuba menceriakan hati walaupun dalam keadaan terluka. Saya ada Allah walaupun huluran hati ditolak. Ini bukan kali pertama. Mungkin saya kurang ada rupanya, Mungkin saya sendiri ada khilafnya. Saya juga pernah menolak hati seseorang. Kini saya faham perasaan mereka. Biarlah hati ini terubat dengan sendirinya daripada melayan perasaan yang tidak enak. Biarlah memencilkan diri buat seketika. Saya hampir mencecah usia 23 tahun dan saya perlu berfikiran positif dan matang . Doakan saya agar kuat :')